The Key To My Heart

my puppy's camwhore

2008-11-18T06:53:00.005-08:00

This is my puppy...name~joe she is a female puppy...so cute ryte???haha!!! but she is naughty now,let me introduce u to her 'Hi! i m joe. how do u do??i juz wake up from sleep..zzz' 'My eyes is so heavy now...but i can feel someone shaking me when i felt a sleep...' 'omg...i saw a white sony cyber shot camera in front of me...say cheese.........=p' 'm i cute???haha...i think dat too u noe...but everyone say me naughty.i m not la..i m juz hyper-ACTIVE..no choice!!!' 'LOL.this pic make my hand look so long...like bamboo only.anyway,nice to meet u all...hehe.we'll meet again nex time @@@ Like it? wana hav it? haha......

wat bout me???

2008-11-17T06:14:00.002-08:00

Mayb juz wana be a joker or anything so put up the poll juz 4 fun in www.lolipopfrostjoker.blogspot.com But dis make so many ppl beh song...i oso dunno y!!!! When someone did something like tht to me dat time...no one care bout me.No one kesian me ...they juz ditch me...den now,i did tht to their fren,they dulan!!!!n say i act n stuff...n say if other ppl do tht to me i'll not be happy.Definetely,I M NOT HAPPY AT ALL!!!!but hu cares bout me????wat the hell.......

Mother~

2008-11-12T02:38:00.000-08:00

~~儿时，小男孩家很穷，吃饭时，饭常常不够吃，母亲就把自己碗里的饭分给孩子吃。母亲说，孩子们，快吃吧，我不饿！――母亲撒的第一个谎男孩长身体的时候，勤劳的母亲常用周日休息时间去县郊农村河沟里捞些鱼来给孩子们补钙。鱼很好吃，鱼汤也很鲜。孩子们吃鱼的时候，母亲就在一旁啃鱼骨头，用舌头舔鱼骨头上的肉渍。男孩心疼，就把自己碗里的鱼夹到母亲碗里，请母亲吃鱼。母亲不吃，母亲又用筷子把鱼夹回男孩的碗里。母亲说，孩子，快吃吧，我不爱吃鱼！――母亲撒的第二个谎。上初中了，为了缴够男孩和哥姐的学费，当缝纫工的母亲就去居委会领些火柴盒拿回家来，晚上糊了挣点分分钱补点家用。有个冬天，男孩半夜醒来，看到母亲还躬着身子在油灯下糊火柴盒。男孩说，母亲，睡了吧，明早您还要上班呢。母亲笑笑，说，孩子，快睡吧，我不困！――母亲撒的第三个谎高考那年，母亲请了假天天站在考点门口为参加高考的男孩助阵。时逢盛夏，烈日当头，固执的母亲在烈日下一站就是几个小时。考试结束的铃声响了，母亲迎上去递过一杯用罐头瓶泡好的浓茶叮嘱孩子喝了，茶亦浓，情更浓。望着母亲干裂的嘴唇和满头的汗珠，男孩将手中的罐头瓶反递过去请母亲喝。母亲说，孩子，快喝吧，我不渴！――母亲撒的第四个谎。父亲病逝之后，母亲又当爹又当娘，靠着自己在缝纫社里那点微薄收入含辛茹苦拉扯着几个孩子，供他们念书，日子过得苦不堪言。胡同路口电线杆下修表的李叔叔知道后，大事小事就找岔过来打个帮手，搬搬煤，挑挑水，送些钱粮来帮补男孩的家里。人非草木，孰能无情。左邻右舍对此看在眼里，记在心里，都劝母亲再嫁，何必苦了自己。然而母亲多年来却守身如玉，始终不嫁，别人再劝，母亲也断然不听，母亲说，我不爱！――母亲撒的第五个谎男孩和她的哥姐大学毕业参加工作后，下了岗的母亲就在附近农贸市场摆了个小摊维持生活。身在外地工作的孩子们知道后就常常寄钱回来补贴母亲，母亲坚决不要，并将钱退了回去。母亲说，我有钱！――母亲撒的第六个谎男孩留校任教两年，后又考取了美国一所名牌大学的博士生，毕业后留在美国一家科研机构工作，待遇相当丰厚，条件好了，身在异国的男孩想把母亲接来享享清福却被老人回绝了。母亲说，我不习惯！――母亲撒的第七个谎晚年，母亲患了胃癌，住进了医院，远在大西洋彼岸的男孩乘飞机赶回来时，术后的母亲已是奄奄一息了。母亲老了，望着被病魔折磨得死去活来的母亲，男孩悲痛欲绝，潸然泪下。母亲却说，孩子，别哭，我不疼。――母亲撒的第八个谎不论你多富有,不管你官多大,到什么时候也离不开咱的妈....愿天下父母平安度春秋....... 珍惜母亲的每一个谎言,好好的对待父母,很多东西,失去后才得来的珍贵代价太大.所以一定要好好的爱我们的父母~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊? 如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼? 是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開? 是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好? 在此祝福全天下父母平安度春秋~~

I hate u

2008-11-11T07:38:00.002-08:00

still remember,dat day,if no mistaken,27 of october~6.32pm...u told me u still love me...den u say wan be wif me...I of course will accept...but u request dun let others noe...I agreed but asked u y?...dat time was still in exam...I asked u to think a reason 1st...n 7 November,u told me,dunwan couple d...coz u actually dun love me at all...u said u dat day juz lied to me...coz u dunwan to lost a fren like me...wat the hell!!!dats u?was dat reali u?unprecedented behaviour...pretty lie I muz say...willing to lie to me...funny to make dis joke...nice joke indeed...frostjokerz should add a new member...perharps sub the one leaving...do u see me as ur fren?...I reali hate u now!!!...i hate u i hate u!!!!...as hate as u can imagine...suddenly 1st time in my life feel so angry...feel so dissapointed to u...juz wan slap u on the face...or mayb punch u...even kick u...u better watch out...the world's biggest prat...how come i will love u??...havent got a clue...u reali upset me...y I still love u?...cant stand it...y?somebody tell me y pls!!!

离别

2008-11-10T08:35:00.002-08:00

离别就是别离，别离就是离别。（回文修辞手法）悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来，我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。假期快到了，应该会很开心，还是很闷呢？不知道，真的不知道叻。嗨，过去的事，无法挽留。天长地久有时尽，此恨绵绵无绝期！！假期快乐~ 安

心痛

2008-09-29T09:16:00.001-07:00

一直以来...我都认为爱情是美好的...但是后来我才发现...原来爱情只是一场游戏...你骗我,我骗你...到最后伤痕累累...我选择离开...因为我不想让你难堪...我知道你并不在乎...但我还是想说...当心爱的人单刀直入地告诉你...他对你一点感觉都没有...然而你还要苦撑着不掉泪...是很难受的...我好想有多一次和你在一起的机会...但一切已来不及了!...如果事情能够重来...我会选择不爱上你...可惜我爱得太深了...

guess wat??!!???

2008-09-27T07:27:00.005-07:00

september 23 is a special day...let guess wat day is it....haha!!!! it is................................................................................................................... our so call 'professor'-Keng Han's birthday...den, our class go mad bout dis...everyone remember his birthday!!!UNBELIEVEBLE!!!we sang song 4 him...oh sorry,is songssssss 4 keng han!!! during bm period...we sang once after tht during geo...we sang again....pn norhayati look so damn piss at us!!!!!hahhahahaha sorry la teacher~during math...i think we sang 1,2,3...sorry lost count!!!anyway...is a lot a lot alot a lot lah....... lastly,wana say again-HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KENG HAN...*cough cough***

guess wat??!!!?

2008-09-27T07:27:00.001-07:00

no matter wat you've done,i will still love you...

2008-09-16T21:56:00.003-07:00

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Cousin bro's Wedding

2008-09-13T07:38:00.004-07:00

Glitterfy.com - Photo Flipbooks"> Glitterfy.com - Photo Flipbooks" border="0" alt="" /> tht day is my cousin bro's BIG day!!!here's some pic of us in the wedding dinner n oso in the house...hope my cousin bro n oso 'dai sou' live happily ever after lol!!!!feel so happy...y???coz can get 1 more 'ang pau' during chinese new year mah***=.='' I m juz wandering-when will it be my turn ????obviously...is tooo EARLY la!!!

YEAH!!!=P

2008-09-13T07:22:00.003-07:00

Finally someone view my blog...haha!!!hey guys,give me ur link if u wan me to link u ya..=p boring n tired dis few days...went 4 a sound recording juz now....stand 4 5 hours there!!!(is 4 chinese new year)lol@@ OMG,damn tired la my leg....hu can volunteer to massage 4 me leh????sobT.T made some big decision last week: 1st,decided to read twilight..i noe i m toooo out-dated but no time mah!!!2nd,decided to study hard 4 final exam...maybe it is too early =p 3rd,dis is a very very big decision...i decided to giv him a chance n oso give myself a chance....hahaha finally miracles happen!!!!so now,i have a old bean(mean father in cantonese)-tht is sean n oso a 'sis'- chee wai's bro,chee fai's gf-ying yin hu is 3 months smaller than me...swt=.='' anyway,now i noe miracle could happen...i wun let go so easyly dis time...becareful ya!!!hehehehehehe =p

haha...finally!!!!

2008-08-31T18:36:00.003-07:00

this is d 1st time ever i on9 so early.... here,i would like to thx matthew 4 helping me to link my frenz...n of coz***my chtbox........haha!!!matt,thx a lot =p

wat a day~

2008-08-31T08:00:00.003-07:00

sob~i noe my blog is dying....haihz...no time to update la n dunno wat to post oso..anyway,thx matt 4 posting 1 post 4 me(although is a very very very lame post) hahahaha =p this few days,not quite in a good mood. I m so sorry 2 keng han,i m not angry wit u...juz emoing mah,feel like scolding ppl only...so~u no nid come to me n menasihat me to be a 'GOOD' girl*** in 1 week, i've read 4 books (frm pei hui) n now is the fifth 1-'mao yen' means cat's eyes....sounds scary ryte???but i haven finish reading.Hope it will be nice...=) I realise: every friday is a big day very very BIG DAY!!!y i said so???coz every friday,there surely will happen smtg undescribeble n unbelieveble!!!etc.i got a love letter last friday...n~i cried coz of the letter on tht friday....n***my phone key pad Crack last friday!!!OMG,damn sad la...kesiannya,my phone...sigh~ to you: sometimes i wil glad i m here n meet u,i feel glad n pleased n happy...but...sometimes i feel i m in the wrong place at the wrong time n meet the wrong person...if nt me...u won b'come like dat...m i ryte???wats the meaning of life?i though i got it...but i dun...i dunno i m sad or happy now!!!u always say dat life is exciting,happy n beautiful...i wun say tht u r wrong or correct,but i hope u dun always hide ur feelings in ur heart....pls dun... **i dun believe in miracles...i believe it too much last time...so dat is y i get hurt so much...** lastly i hope...u dun go~dun leave me....n of coz,no 1 wish u go =) from: Me =p

Hari Kemerdekaan Ke-51

2008-08-30T07:36:00.002-07:00

2molo is hari kemerdekaan ke-51.Duno wan to count down anot.But dun feel like want to do dat la...I too free izzit??Free enough to come and help Yin to post...nvm la...Musketeers oways willing to help others.See her Achievement juz gt 17 posts...then juz add 1 lo... 51 years ago,Malaysia finally formed a country on ownself.No more penjajahan...it was tough and hard to achieve that,heard all orang tua said. Anyway,wish Malaysia happy birthday ya~~ ~TMNT~

happy holidays!!!!!!!

2008-08-17T07:29:00.003-07:00

dat day we went out 4 dinner den i took dis pic.... my dad!!!!haha...1st time ever he smile so lifely n naturally.... hey dad,you roxx!!! that is my sis...yeah!!!matthew can fight wit u ryte????haha=p got back my results d lol....except science, geografi n sivik... chinese-90 bm-94 sej-90 math-90 english-98 kh-85 i can go buy toto n magnum...3 90 wei...can buy 3390,9090,9033 or watever n 1 big 1 small ryte??swt la....haha!!!! pei hui borrow us some books...hehe!!!i borrow two..rajin mah!!!but pei hui say i tamak...eh,pei hui,i where got tamak???u selfish only lah!!!hahahaha=p wana c twilight n new moon...hu can borrow me la????sob=.= HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!

all d kaisus.....=p

2008-08-17T07:16:00.004-07:00

sorry 4 sosososososo long never update blog. aiyo,exam mah!!!or maybe to say...a test only a test..... but i dunno y???2 matahari so kiasu de...after the day teacher announce there will be a test...everyone started reading books...geografi,sejarah,science......OMG!y so kiasu?????excuse me,we r only form 2 la!!!!!enjoy 1st la!!!like us-me,wen qi,yi ting n li yen...we shout n yell in class...haha!!!!tell u all a secret~we eat in class...hehe=p shh~ dun tell anyone ya...jeffrey very du lan us be'coz we eat!!!hahahahaha. Sorry lo,jeffrey!!!y so serious???? at last we break up d lol...haihz~ honestly,he hurts me a lot la... maybe now he still love me or maybe dun...i oso dun care d la!!! i wana cheer up...n not being sad be'coz of him anymore... I belive ~ THERE IS TIME FOR EVERYTHING ~

me wit my short hair...XD!!!=p

2008-08-17T07:07:00.002-07:00

the black thingy beside is my sis hair la...bloking... me!!!

dat day jie wana take pic 4 her company....unfortunately,her camera no batery liao....

so,i became photographer n took pic 4 my sis...after tht,i took some pic too!!!hehe =p

look at all those pic...haha!!!

the continue version of the trip in pusat sains negara!!!

2008-07-12T07:53:00.009-07:00

hey,me n wen qi.... haha!!!matthew-the pinang boy***sorry 4 standing too close...sumone ask 2 do so!!! 4 copies of the statue..... ahh~~~spider web... soo yin...let's dun care bout li yen n toto tht still hiaoing....look there!!!

li yen i love u....toto!!!i love u tooooo..muak~ i love dis pic so much!!!!me n yi ting* omg...full of sam pat-ness dis too........ put out ur tougue...blek=p

our lunch!!!is free-of-charge too toto n wen qi in the cave me n the ganas toto in the cave too haha!!!toto say why dis d*** look so sharp de...

all blue..except yi ting wit her pink jacket!!!turn turn n turn.... 1 2 345....toto is keeping fit although she is slim enuff...=pli yen li yen...i love li yen lala poses.......explanation...look down!!!

souvenier in lab in the DNA of onion

structure of DNA...look like love** love***excuse me,it is not sweet or mentos k?!!!?? pei yi doin the structure thingy cik rozihan!!!my moral teacher...

experiment...i love it so much....

dat is ME***!!!

i hope i can go there again...it is so damn fan!!!!picture taking all the way!!!haha....until phone oso no batery edi...haha!!!=p but i like it a lot

the day when we go to pusat sains negara....=p

2008-07-11T07:06:00.010-07:00

our breakfast is bout 10...char kuey teow...so delicious la!!!!=p OMG...can u see many ankle socks n without socks too....pegawas,can i have a pengawas here pls.... it is a piano...fountain piano....can evryone juz ciao n let aaron soh show his PRO'' scales....???

yi ting(right) wen qi(left)...LALA pose...AHh~~~~~ is it a sheep or a lamb????how to differenteciate???? saw an ostrich in the pusat sains negara...weird** *ooh~wa ohh~wa*goose sound... can u juz keep ur mouth shut????damn noisy lah... hey yi ting....wit a dirty pool behind!!!!do some pose la..y so straight de??!!!=p

yishhh...LALA poses again...

hui min n the very good rabbit.....*say cheeeeessssss* *stop looking at me like dat...i hate it!!!!*angry look.... welcome to rabbit land.... roe en wit a noti rabit dat scrathes me.....wth..so ganas!!!

dat's me(left)n li yen (right).....1st station in pusat sains lol... so damn kesian la...a small chick is gonna be eaten by a snake....sobT.T **i love honey...** damn hiao ryte???jing yi-ishh...

look at this...look like branch ryte???? actually..is an insect u noe??? Stick insect.... yi ting n wen qi ...did u realise dat's a bug beside yi ting????haha

li yen...i love li yen!!! wen qi n MY li yen is taking pic.... siting on a wooden chair...rest mah!!!a lot of mosquito la...

OH...MY...GOD...is there a roket in the sky???? cheh...aeroplane only mah!!!! lat's habe a big smile.....=p my face look so weird...ah~~~ jeffrey n his buddy...matthew!!! stop taking pic of me la.....stop!!!

this is wat we did in the morning of the trip.....taking pic all the way only!!!!!haha...

will continued the next destination to u all soon....*this trip is 4 free....everything is free*

2008-07-04T08:39:00.003-07:00

About My Friends *Be honest! Don't think about feelings!* Friendliest : ben ben??(ben wei) Prettiest: yi ting... Ugliest:hmm.... Most talkative: wen qi la of coz...but wen qi is 1st pei yi 2nd la.... Most arrogant: vin yi ~maybe~ Most immature: hehe..me lol Most mature: jing yi(she said so) Most perfect: no one is perfect la....=p Most careless: chee wai!!! no offence Most obsessive: jing yi the fish.... Richest: matthew -our banker- Poorest: me....sob(my purse got no money de) Luckiest: me..hehe Most unlucky: me too-sorry 4 perasaness- One that has more screen names: how i noe? One that has all three instant messengers : should i noe???? Closest one to you : chee wai!!! One you've known for longest: yi ting n soo yin loo.... One you can most relate to: chee wai!!!my bf mah n soo yin!!!-my lover- One that shares your personality: soo yin =p One that is most like you physically: chee wai...maybe One that you've known for the less longest: hmm.... One that has the worst grammar: saya... One that has the best grammar: wen qi...she pro la One that shares your hobbies: share my hobbies ah???dunno...my hobbies all so weird de..how to share? One shares your musical interest: li yen, wen qi n yi ting One that does not share your musical interest at ALL: jing yi One that has had a cellphone longest: not me obviously...hehe =D One who does not have a cellphone: li yen...she use her mum's phone 1 One that you have slept over their house more : wan san One that has slept over your house more: wan san One that never slept over your house: a lot lol Skinniest: ben wei...like bamboo only Smartest: keng han although he is annoying luttiest: ermm......... Less sluttiest: dunno.......... Stupidest: erm....no one gua??? One that dyes their hair most: like yi ting say...me when i got performance lol -p One that has the darkest hair color: me...all black.......use sunsilk mah One that has the lightest hair color: li yen One that has the darkest skin color: aaron nathan thomas..haha!!! One that has the lightest skin color: shanny???2daisi??? Blondest: duno Studious: duno Less studious: duno One that has failed a grade that you know of: chinese lol...jeremy... One that's supposed to be in another grade (Which grade?): wth is the grade?? One that paints their nails more often: my pet-sis-gean lai- One that never paints their nails: how i noe???everytyme in sch oso cannot paint 1 la... Most Gothic: let me think... Most gangster: malay guys... Preppiest: ... Happiest: me n yi ting....smile always... Most creative: no offence...ME-perasan- Most random: marcus...loyal guy Less creative: wen qi n li yen.....get ideas from me always... Most paranoid: lol..... One that spends the most time on the computer: wen qi...i think so One that spends the least time on the computer: jing yi la of coz One that you have skipped school with the most: no skip sch so serious la...dicipline case le One that you have skipped class with the most: chee wai~ One that you have more classes with: everyone in 2 matahari One that you have least classes with: anyone hu r not in 2 matahari One that does the most drugs: ... One that smokes the most cigarettes: smokers la One that drinks the most: emmm....... One that you have partied with the most: dunno....forget liao lol One that you have never partied with: jeffrey One that has the longest nails: yi ting...quite actually n ping chien...ppl play gitar mah!!! One that has the shortest nails: i tag everyone...

2008-07-04T07:00:00.006-07:00

my birthday

29th of june 2008, me, wen qi, yan yi, matthew, chee fai n chee wai went to Sunway lagoon...

At 1st it is raining heavily....sob...but at last the rain stop...when we buy the tiket, damn sad case coz yan yi terpaksa to buy the tiket as a adult...but the other 6 of us, 14 years old but still a.k.a ''children'' !!LOL =p

at 1st, we went 4 the ''water journey''

I would like to advise everyone...dun be too excited to play water so den u put the token into the locker dengan cepat...it is definetely WRONG!!!

because of the excitement, we spent almost half an hour to settle the locker...poor matthew, spent rm6 on the locker but 6 of them stuck in the locker....sadcase!!!!when we sit the water rides...matthew n wen qi shouted like hell...no offence, matthew sounds so gay la!!!!hahaha...=p

we play many exciting rides-water n amusement park mah....yan yi so penakut...juz sit 4 rides den say feel like wana vomit n face pucat pucat...wan 2 sit down n rest...haha!!! OMG... is yan yi still a guy????pay rm45 to sit 2 rides n sit down wait n looking at us like a ''babysister''.. haha!!!

about 4pm...my bro fetch us back home.

we eat KFC in my house....they play wit my dog happily. yan yi penakut again...scard of my dog...OMG!!!!

I m so happy dat day ..hehe i love li yen's present a lot....n yan yi's yi ting's matthew's chee fai's n of coz chee wai lah!!!!he so sweet la he noe i always use the TINGE botol den he give me a FILA botol n a puppy toy...haha!!!i love him so much...muak~

We gotta hav the semangat to show pengetua tht she is wrong!!!

2008-06-21T03:08:00.002-07:00

hari bakat...or mayb malam bakat is on d 28 of june... and it is in the morning. wat the hell???9am to 12 pm...who wanna wake up for d performance???everyone wanna sleep lah!!!!(included me =p) but what can we do??? we just hav to pay rm10 to c some quite boring performance and d main reason is to show pengetua the semangat of our sch...haihz....

Cheer 2008???coming soon too..is on the 12 &13 of july... we must feel happy tht pengetua didnt band d cheer...to avoid she say some don't make sense reason tht can cause banding cheer...students of SMK BUD(4) should hav bought the tiket to go 4 cheer!!! Juz imagine what our sch will become if no cheer n no hari bakat...It will become like a 'died' sch la... everyday study study...beside study???nothing else...still study...So, students of SMK BUD(4) show your semangat tht u love cheer n hari bakat( malam bakat is better mayb) fully support it...you will NEVER regret!!!!=D

2008-05-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

me n him

from d 1st post..i keep on repeating him, him,him... ya..curious about hu is d he???wanna noe??

there is him>>>>>>>

look quite noob ryte???haha

but he luv me..ya

haha!!!!!lol =p

d 1st present he gave it to me>>>>>>

i luv it so much n the necklace i wear it all the time...

hehe!!!

he got a pink turtle...he say pink 1 like me blue 1 like him

so i take blue 1 he take pink 1

coz he say when i miss him...look at the turtle is like looking at him...haha!!!(so mean he agreed to himself tht he is a turtle lol)haha...turtle couple..cool nickname!!!haha..swt =.='

2008-05-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

long time no post d...quite bz dis few weeks.1st is exam..den got ballet competition.. 24 & 25 of may-11th solo ballet competition the dancers are all so good n pro!!!there r dancers frm d whole malaysia...kelantan,johor,pinang,ipoh,kedah......n a lot more the point pf their feet is so curve n nice....so thin n slim...n of coz beautiful lah!!!haha the judges are frm japan n pinang and is frm RAD:- Oh Eng Sim studied under the great english ballerina Phyllis Bedells and is principal of one of the oldest schools of ballet in Malaysia. Masako Hirata trained under Mdm Asami Maki at Tachibana Ballet School,Japan at an early age and has danced principal roles in many of the classical ballets like Sleeping Beauty,Swan Lke,Nutcraker and Raymond.Presently,she is the director of Bangkok City Ballet. after 1 n a half day of stress...finally is done n unbelieveble...i m in d 20 finalist out of 52 contestant..OMG!!!at tht moment i cant really believe tht bcoz there r a lot of dancers tht r better than me..haha!!! so now..working hard 4 d final in dewan panggung DBKL(i dunno where) on d 31 may n 1 of june good luck to me!!!!haha =p

complicated life...

2008-04-19T08:14:00.000-07:00

very fan dis 2 days dunno y emo... stress... n oso many things to do... exam coming soon oso... den competition soon... i dunno i seriously dunno y some1 did told me a quite gd way to relax: ''juz lie down n think of me.then sleep...after tht d next day will be fine lol'' i try n i did tht but i cant get rid of it...i try so hard but i cant...y?? i dun mean to blame any1 so den i blame myself tht's d mainpoint no matter wat happen to me...is my fault not my fault, i will think tht it is my fault..the thing hapen after tht??? EMO n i still dunno how to put it down n let it go....feel like wanna die lah mayb is not minebut i think tht is mine: wtf wat m i thinking lah aiyo........ juz cant get rid about it no 1 can help me actually i noe i nid to help my self n get over it is juz i cant find any way to get over it i mean i m finding...... although i m happy on my outlook.... but actually i m so hurt n try to b happy in my heart jeffrey told me smtg on friday... "all dis thing every1 will kena 1 is juz c when is it gonna kena" too bad mine is so early n make me feel like dieing ~sigh~ n i feel so stress chee wai...dun feel useless i wan a person 2 stay beside me when i m so down n i noe u can so dun feel useless...i luv u n it will last forever~

i m so sorry...

2008-04-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

i m so sorry... i dun blame anyone 4 this... i hate myself...y will i become like dis???m i crazy????i dunno i choose mot to tok bcoz i dun wan to cry...i angry of myself... y i will become like tht???wat did i do tht make my frenz do tht to me?? hu can tell me??? anyway...i will try to b happy...forget about wat happen...n b myself!!! i hope i can n i will try hard...serious!!!

my life become so wonderful!!!

2008-04-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

hi...dis is d 2nd post i make!!! now adays,homework became more...feel happy...haha!!! coz finally can fill my time wit *homeworks*haha!!!=p suddenly feel my life become wonderful n brighter... b'coz of him...my mine is full of him....he's smile,he's move, he's words...... luv him so much n it will last 4ever....haha!!!!swt"

1st post

2008-04-12T03:24:00.001-07:00

Hey~ finally have a blog!!!haha... 2day is not a special day lah...so sien !!! so many ppl go 4 KRS camp 1.... on9 oso no 1 to chat wit....boring lol....=p every minute every second...thinking of some1....lol!!!=.=' haha...wish he could be there 4 me everytime...haha!!! nothing much to say~actually,i m a noob in all dis thing...haha*